too busy to breathe

Why do we need to make our lives so complicated that we turn out to be too busy to breathe? We live to breathe and we breathe to live don't we/ Even so the people of the city seem to enjoy this suffocating game of ecstasy. The pleasure of sadism is what seems to keep the city going. Torturing others to do more work and straining our muscles to an extent where the weaklings are to fall out of the order down into the pit. That is why our people are so out to find and use a way that will send them up with less effort. A method that will make things so much simpler like fraud, bribery or the lottery. So we think each person looms their ills into the society but in fact the society is just one big web made by itself and still in the making. And now it is growing in a way so that people cannot but break the law to break free from the choking obligations.

When it feels like your running alone

In life it is sometimes more difficult to keep your own pace, especially when it exceeds others. You need to look around and attach your self to those that can pull you a bit back and slow your pace. Of course it isn't so easy trotting in a pace far slower than your own but at least you do not have to feel you legs burning from running at full speed. Sometimes, the binds that keep me back snap, as coworkers behind me find it hard to follow, I fail to lead and run alone. That is when I feel the most lonely. When I thought I was running a marathon and suddenly nobody is near.