fear

I think that in some sense I am afraid to write about unhappiness. Maybe I fear the depth of my unhappiness or I'm just not fond of the concept at all. Of course I do admit that nobody can be truly happy throughout their whole life and happiness is not in the continuum but in the pursuit and the moments. Yet I still seem to struggle in making my character look unhappy or fall into misfortune. In fact, it is funny how Most people find strength to live from other people's misfortune, sadly, including my self as well. So here we are talking of hope through failures, happiness through unhappiness, fortune through misfortune. Why can't we just talk about it itself? Is it just impossible?